I want to always be a follower of Jesus.
But sometimes, I feel like Jesus is driving a really big truck down a very narrow, hilly road. He's not even going the speed limit and I'm struggling to keep my patience as I keep sliding out of my lane to see what's down the road.
I hang my head out the widow hollering for Him to speed up.
I get no response.
I sometimes honk my horn and yell
"Can you go a little faster here? Time's a wasting!"
He just waves and smiles.
He's absolutely in no hurry.
It's like He's got all day.
Well I don't.
I have only a little bit of time.
I need to get on with this 'plan' He has for my life. Why is He driving so slow? Why is this taking so long to get there?
He's driving this big, huge truck and I can't see around it. Why doesn't He let me lead? Or at least drive. He can be 'co-pilot'.
A couple of times, I've had the idea to take a short cut 'cause I thought I knew where we were going. When I got there I waited and waited and waited...
I thought He'd be cool with my resourcefulness.
I though He would be impressed with my initiative.
I thought when He finally got there He'd say "Wow dude! You sure saved a lot of time. I wish I had thought of that!"
But He never showed.
He was still going down His road.
And it was a long ways from mine.
So then I had to get from where I was, back to the road He was on.
It shouldn't be hard...
He goes so slow...
Wow! It took like 20 years.
When I finally caught back up with Him, He was still smiling and singing.
Drives me crazy.
He knows exactly where He's going.
And He's never in a hurry.
When I ask if I can at least have a hint as to where we are going, He just smiles and says "Follow. And don't miss opportunities as we drive."
Opportunities?
What opportunities?
Then I see that guy holding a sign.
It says something about 'Will work for food.'
Oh.
That's why He drives so slow.
He wants to takes His time so we have the time to serve others as we go. If I'm doing 70 down the interstate, I get there really fast but all I've done is drive. No one was helped.
I didn't help change a flat tire.
I didn't help an overheating car.
I didn't help that family with stranded on the side of the road.
You know the one.
They have all those kids.
The hood is up but no one is stopping to help.
Ok Jesus.
You lead. I'll follow.
I will enjoy the scenery and do my best to give a cold drink of water to someone who is thirsty, and food for someone hungry, and clothes for someone without...
I'm sorry for my impatience.
You are the Man!
RP
